JesterFTW (12:06:30 AM): are you actually there?
shadowkillakaren (12:06:42 AM): NOPE i am off in outer space... :LO:L
shadowkillakaren (12:06:48 AM): damn i am funny
JesterFTW (12:07:27 AM): Well I tried to say hello when I was over at Jer's but you logged off right after I said hello...
shadowkillakaren (12:07:41 AM): me sorry i got really busy yesterday morning
JesterFTW (12:07:48 AM): I figured your father must have been on.
shadowkillakaren (12:08:02 AM): MY computer decided that it was time for it to restart itself
shadowkillakaren (12:08:08 AM): with no warning or reason
JesterFTW (12:08:32 AM): thats OK...I figured there was a good reason...
JesterFTW (12:08:54 AM): ahhh...OK :-) thats gotta suck
shadowkillakaren (12:09:08 AM): yeah so i got pissed off and went off to take a bubble bath... now i feel much better
JesterFTW (12:10:54 AM): well thats good :-) glad all is well now :-)_
shadowkillakaren (12:11:37 AM): yes me happy... and smell all pretty
JesterFTW (12:12:15 AM): hehe :-) good
shadowkillakaren (12:12:33 AM): so how is my favorite wicked clown
JesterFTW (12:13:49 AM): Im alive and well...hung out with Conrad and Skittles, then the Dowd family for a bit...now home checkin my stuff...seeing what is going on on the net...was supposed to meet up with a friend of mine on tonight...but she isnt on now..oh well...
shadowkillakaren (12:14:21 AM): but I am here... if that counts for anythign
JesterFTW (12:14:44 AM): it counts for a lot :-)
shadowkillakaren (12:15:10 AM): it better... ;-)
JesterFTW (12:15:46 AM): you know it does..nothin to worry about here ;-)
shadowkillakaren (12:16:44 AM): god i am so upset daves roommates went back to Az last night
JesterFTW (12:17:23 AM): that is a bad thing?
shadowkillakaren (12:17:55 AM): well i kinda liked hanging out with them...
shadowkillakaren (12:19:39 AM): but now i can spend all my tiem looking for that apartment i have to have in the next 26 days
JesterFTW (12:20:11 AM): thought you had one in sights already?
shadowkillakaren (12:20:33 AM): i did but it is too expensive...
JesterFTW (12:22:18 AM): oh...well...good reason
shadowkillakaren (12:22:51 AM): so we are looking at these apts that suck... but hell they are apts none the less...
JesterFTW (12:23:18 AM): this is true
shadowkillakaren (12:23:34 AM): yeah it will happen though
JesterFTW (12:24:11 AM): Oh I know it will
shadowkillakaren (12:25:00 AM): it better, or i am just going to move into your basement...;-)
JesterFTW (12:25:44 AM): say the word...I have a double bed;-)
shadowkillakaren (12:26:19 AM): lol i knew that would PERK your ATTENTION...
JesterFTW (12:26:54 AM): of course :-)
shadowkillakaren (12:27:17 AM): lol damn
JesterFTW (12:28:19 AM): what?
shadowkillakaren (12:29:15 AM): nothing... just can't figure myself out...
JesterFTW (12:29:59 AM): huh? now Im confused...cant figure out WHAT about yourself?
shadowkillakaren (12:30:10 AM): just me being stupid...
shadowkillakaren (12:31:08 AM): i can't even explain it without totally looking like a fool...
JesterFTW (12:31:09 AM): umm..OK...if ya say so :-) I dont think ya are...
shadowkillakaren (12:31:33 AM): i just get so confuzzed...
JesterFTW (12:32:17 AM): about what?
shadowkillakaren (12:33:03 AM): how do i say this the right way without confusing you and me at the same time... YOU
JesterFTW (12:33:47 AM): what about me?
shadowkillakaren (12:34:45 AM): nothing big.. god i can't type this...
JesterFTW (12:35:28 AM): oh just say it :-)
shadowkillakaren (12:35:50 AM): i don't know what to say...
shadowkillakaren (12:36:06 AM): mark that fact KAREN IS AT A LOSS OF WORDS...
JesterFTW (12:36:55 AM): Ill mark this day on the calendar when I get downstairs :-)
shadowkillakaren (12:37:21 AM): yeah as the day karen can't speak her mind for fear of being crucified
JesterFTW (12:38:04 AM): no worry on the crucifixion :-)
shadowkillakaren (12:39:31 AM): i wish i could... but i just cant quite find the words to say what i want... other than the dumb ones that might be misunderstood...
JesterFTW (12:40:04 AM): say what you are thinking and feeling and get it out there..then we shall see how it gets taken..
shadowkillakaren (12:40:31 AM): no it will make things weird...
JesterFTW (12:41:15 AM): well...when and if you feel ready to say what you have on your mind...say it...otherwise...no worries, I promise :-)
shadowkillakaren (12:41:33 AM): ok... you 'member cyberslam...
shadowkillakaren (12:41:46 AM): like the actual event nothing else
JesterFTW (12:42:26 AM): yeah..
shadowkillakaren (12:42:52 AM): well i was thinking about how happy i was that night and it has gotten me all mushy
JesterFTW (12:43:37 AM): Happy? in which time? just hanging out with everyone?
shadowkillakaren (12:44:11 AM): at the show in the arena away from all the drama
JesterFTW (12:44:33 AM): when you and I were sitting in the arena? on the TV side?
shadowkillakaren (12:45:42 AM): yeah that would be the show... i don't even know but i was writing a post for an egroup that i am in and i was talking about taz jobbing the belt to dreamer and that was all i could think about
JesterFTW (12:46:47 AM): just thinking about being at the show? I have fond memories of that myself :-)
shadowkillakaren (12:47:16 AM): god i hate being all fucking mushy that is so not me...
JesterFTW (12:47:39 AM): LOL-I like it...nice change of pace...you dont let me in emotionally alot...good to see you open up a bit for me ;-)
shadowkillakaren (12:48:24 AM): yeah but i hate it... Ok please forgive...
JesterFTW (12:48:35 AM): nothing to apologize for :-)
shadowkillakaren (12:48:56 AM): the only thing i can clearly remember from that show is sitting there holding your hand and being so damn happy...
JesterFTW (12:49:39 AM): I remember that too..and that was the first time I kissed you I think...it was quick...but it was there...
shadowkillakaren (12:50:29 AM): yeah it was...
shadowkillakaren (12:50:41 AM): <--- is taking a crying break...
JesterFTW (12:50:57 AM): I hope this is a happy cry and not a sad one ;-)
shadowkillakaren (12:51:15 AM): i don't know this is a fucking confused cry...
JesterFTW (12:52:19 AM): I know how it is...you like me alot...but dont know where to take it to...to keep it as is or what...there is no pressure here hon...Im here no matter what...I promise you...:-)
JesterFTW (12:52:27 AM): you are NEVER losing me...
JesterFTW (12:52:36 AM): this clown is ALWAYS around..
shadowkillakaren (12:53:45 AM): i know i just don't know ... it is too weird for me
JesterFTW (12:54:31 AM): well...thats OK...if you just want to be friends..that is fine...if you want to think about something else...we can discuss that...but I dont want you feeling weird around me...I care aboutcha too much...
shadowkillakaren (12:54:59 AM): no that is the weirdest part I LOVE hanging out and being around you...
JesterFTW (12:55:00 AM): hell..if for nothing else...NO ONE ELSE will go with me to Psychopathic stuff ;-) (J/K)
shadowkillakaren (12:55:07 AM): LOL
shadowkillakaren (12:56:13 AM): have you seen my new site yet???
JesterFTW (12:56:42 AM): and I love hanging out with you too..which is why I was so mad that you cant be at the Arena much anymore...


I did see the sight...I was readin your diary..remember?
:-)
shadowkillakaren (12:57:04 AM): oh yeah but you never signed my guestbook:-(
JesterFTW (12:57:13 AM): I can do that :-)
JesterFTW (12:57:16 AM): no worries...
shadowkillakaren (12:57:18 AM): fuck them I AM GOING TO cyberslam
JesterFTW (12:57:32 AM): GOOD :-)
JesterFTW (12:57:38 AM): send me the page link again..
JesterFTW (12:57:42 AM): my bookmarks are a MESS
JesterFTW (12:57:51 AM): I dont know where the hell I put it...
shadowkillakaren (12:58:28 AM): here
shadowkillakaren (1:00:37 AM): now don;t lose this one... oh refresh the index page i just added a link...
JesterFTW (1:00:53 AM): OK..hold on...signing the book as requested :-)
shadowkillakaren (1:01:06 AM): yeah thanks dude you rock
JesterFTW (1:04:59 AM): signed
shadowkillakaren (1:05:09 AM): thanks sweetie you rule
JesterFTW (1:05:38 AM): filling out the slambook now
shadowkillakaren (1:05:59 AM): i am not sure if it is working or not I couldn't get it to work...
JesterFTW (1:06:39 AM): checking now..
shadowkillakaren (1:07:11 AM): it would only let me fill out the first ? then send me off to some weird page
JesterFTW (1:07:41 AM): I am on question 3 now...so I dunno
shadowkillakaren (1:07:48 AM): coolio...
JesterFTW (1:08:33 AM): you will like the 3 wishes answer :-)
shadowkillakaren (1:08:50 AM): cool...
JesterFTW (1:11:28 AM): all filled out..
shadowkillakaren (1:11:45 AM): cool now i gotta check it out
JesterFTW (1:13:24 AM): Tripod = Free right?
shadowkillakaren (1:13:39 AM): now i am working on Kalee's page for my site... yeppers 50 MB for free
JesterFTW (1:14:32 AM): good...me and Jer need a new page since Angelfire is bein a SUPERDICK and wont let us link to our pics in Roleplays anymore..
JesterFTW (1:14:40 AM): so FUCK Them...Ill go with Tripod
shadowkillakaren (1:14:58 AM): lol that rocks... i stole some of Jer's ideas for my bio page
JesterFTW (1:17:35 AM): he wont mind
shadowkillakaren (1:17:54 AM): i know if he did i would have to kick his ass... LOL
shadowkillakaren (1:24:52 AM): :-)
JesterFTW (1:25:47 AM): :-)
shadowkillakaren (1:25:59 AM): damn i am so mad at me...
JesterFTW (1:26:22 AM): why?
shadowkillakaren (1:26:47 AM): i just spent all this time revamping this bio page on Kalee from when i was doing conrads fed and now i remember that I have a good BIO up on the NZWA site... LOL
JesterFTW (1:27:33 AM): there ya go :-)
shadowkillakaren (1:28:30 AM): but i ahve been slaving cutting and pasting this shitty one for awhile now I am pissed
shadowkillakaren (1:29:02 AM): very cool guestbook... i love that so far everyone thinks I AM THE COOLEST!!!
shadowkillakaren (1:29:24 AM): person they have met and that is saying alot from you since you have met mick
JesterFTW (1:29:32 AM): eh...aint no big deal...use both to make it better

well...like I said "like there was gonna be another answer
:-) "
JesterFTW (1:29:55 AM): actually...if we were talking coolest wrestlers/personality...Mick would not be my first amazingly enough...
shadowkillakaren (1:30:11 AM): well it didn't help that I typed tiffy and zoe's ... who would??
JesterFTW (1:30:42 AM): that award goes to either Minister or after this last show Jack Victory or Prodigette
shadowkillakaren (1:31:11 AM): yeah minister is a cool cat... and JACKO!!! love him
shadowkillakaren (1:31:59 AM): well i guess i am lucky because she has the whole page so i can't copy it...
JesterFTW (1:32:14 AM): Angel (Prodigettes real name) was a freakin BALL of ENERGY...she was alot of fun
shadowkillakaren (1:32:35 AM): yeah i have seen her never met her though...
JesterFTW (1:32:51 AM): you will have to next time...
shadowkillakaren (1:34:42 AM): yeppers i guess i will
shadowkillakaren (1:36:37 AM): LMAO... and a little bitty drop of FAYGO!!!!!!!!!
JesterFTW (1:37:09 AM): hells yeah :-) cmon...you were SETTING up that joke :-)
shadowkillakaren (1:37:48 AM): i know but hell it was great... i hadn't thought of that
JesterFTW (1:38:22 AM): well..now everyone else that does it will be copying me :-)
shadowkillakaren (1:38:29 AM): yeppers
JesterFTW (2:11:15 AM): *looking around* fallin asleep on the keyboard? :-)
shadowkillakaren (2:11:37 AM): nope getting kalee's page perfect...
JesterFTW (2:13:00 AM): gonna send it to me when your done right?
shadowkillakaren (2:13:51 AM): yeppers... it is almost done just fucking with the image placement... Kalee's page
shadowkillakaren (2:15:12 AM): damn refresh it if you just loaded it
JesterFTW (2:15:27 AM): im not getting anything...
JesterFTW (2:15:32 AM): says the page isnt there..
JesterFTW (2:16:19 AM): got it...
shadowkillakaren (2:16:26 AM): yeah...
JesterFTW (2:16:28 AM): you forgot to put .html in the link...
shadowkillakaren (2:16:38 AM): ahh i knew there was something
JesterFTW (2:18:35 AM): looks good :-)
shadowkillakaren (2:18:41 AM): thanks...
shadowkillakaren (2:23:24 AM): :-)
JesterFTW (2:23:29 AM): :-)
shadowkillakaren (2:23:42 AM): my back hurts
JesterFTW (2:23:49 AM): Im sorry :-(
JesterFTW (2:24:04 AM): I do massages...but that is a bit of a far drive...
shadowkillakaren (2:24:14 AM): yeah that would suck...
JesterFTW (2:24:17 AM): at least at this time of night...
shadowkillakaren (2:24:39 AM): but probably worth it...
JesterFTW (2:25:08 AM): if you want to drive it...Im willing to do it..Im off tommorow...
shadowkillakaren (2:25:53 AM): hell good part would be my car is warmer than my basement... so i wouldn;t be freezing... I wish i could but my gas tank might have something to say about it... but whatcha doing tomorrow since you are off??
JesterFTW (2:26:54 AM): having lunch with my friend Julie, then doin a little shopping with Mom..she is having a little party on Saturday and I am making cheesecake for desert for it..
shadowkillakaren (2:27:26 AM): cool...
shadowkillakaren (2:27:31 AM): sounds like fun...
JesterFTW (2:27:48 AM): should be :-)
JesterFTW (2:27:58 AM): so I gotta get all the ingredients tommorow...
JesterFTW (2:28:07 AM): then make it before work on Saturday..
shadowkillakaren (2:28:18 AM): all this and you can make CHEESECAKE!!! ok i am about sold...
JesterFTW (2:28:58 AM): LOL-I make many types of cheesecake...Im in my recipie folder now, trying to find another one to make for the family..
shadowkillakaren (2:30:04 AM): wow you have a recipe folder... I can't cook unless it involves a microwave or boiling water
JesterFTW (2:30:27 AM): well...just for the cheesecake :-)
shadowkillakaren (2:31:19 AM): but damn me making cheesecake involves a box and warm air...
shadowkillakaren (2:31:25 AM): defrost a sara lee
JesterFTW (2:31:51 AM): LOL- for me it involves alot of cream cheese, one of my springform pans, and about an hour or so...
JesterFTW (2:32:01 AM): not including cooking time and cooling time of course..
shadowkillakaren (2:32:20 AM): good god cheesecake may be better than sex...
shadowkillakaren (2:32:31 AM): I so need Cheesecake right now
JesterFTW (2:32:47 AM): LOL-come over tommorow...I should have some by the evening...
JesterFTW (2:33:11 AM): Im looking right now at a brownie bottom cheesecake I havent tried to make yet..
shadowkillakaren (2:33:37 AM): just plain NY with strawberries is the best...
JesterFTW (2:33:48 AM): Im more of a cherry fan myself..
shadowkillakaren (2:34:12 AM): you would be but fresh strawberries are the bomb
JesterFTW (2:34:26 AM): now what is THAT supposed to mean? :-)
JesterFTW (2:34:33 AM): I would be WHAT? :-D
shadowkillakaren (2:34:40 AM): yeah ok... nothing
JesterFTW (2:34:49 AM): what? I dont get it...
shadowkillakaren (2:35:00 AM): nothing never mind...
JesterFTW (2:35:23 AM): I believe I have been insulted :-)
shadowkillakaren (2:35:34 AM): no not really...
JesterFTW (2:36:01 AM): well...just for that my dear..no cheesecake for you :-)
shadowkillakaren (2:36:15 AM): NO!!!!!
JesterFTW (2:36:28 AM): your makin fun of me :-(
shadowkillakaren (2:36:38 AM): anything but that... chinese water tourture anything GIVE ME THE CHEESCAKE

JesterFTW (2:36:46 AM): so I shall use the power of the cake :-)
JesterFTW (2:36:49 AM): we shall see...
JesterFTW (2:37:00 AM): lets see how nice you are to me ;-)
JesterFTW (2:37:05 AM): and I shall decide...
shadowkillakaren (2:37:10 AM): I am sorry... but it wasn't really and insult...
JesterFTW (2:37:33 AM): OK...it just had an insult tone to it...so had to be sure :-)
shadowkillakaren (2:38:12 AM): can i have the cake now...
shadowkillakaren (2:38:16 AM): please
JesterFTW (2:38:21 AM): Hmmmm....
shadowkillakaren (2:38:22 AM): <--puppy dog eyes
JesterFTW (2:38:34 AM): LOL-Oh I guess...but dont let it happen again :-)
shadowkillakaren (2:38:51 AM): ok never again...
JesterFTW (2:40:07 AM): Well...I need to get some sleep...so I am outta here...I will talk to you later..call me tommorow afternoon/evening if ya get the chance to...
shadowkillakaren (2:40:49 AM): ok will do... i have about nothing to do tomorrow
JesterFTW (2:41:07 AM): Ok...cool...talk to you then ...

love ya hon...

shadowkillakaren (2:41:08 AM): good night... love hugs and moonsaults to you...
shadowkillakaren (2:41:12 AM): love ya
JesterFTW (2:41:26 AM): Wicked Clown..is now....


OUT
JesterFTW signed off at 2:41:37 AM.